Wednesday, June 10, 2009
dreaming / 6/10/2009 11:19:00 PM
I am dreaming of getting married now, working, having kids to play with. Stepping into church in that beautiful white gown. Seeing my prince at the end of the aisle. All the smiles behind that veil, standing on both sides of the aisle. My Prince turned and look at me with his beautiful charming eyes. As i walk down the aisle, eyes focussed on him, he turned and look into my eyes, stretching forth his hands. looking at the pastor saying the verses, and waiting for I DO. And the rings seated on the cushion. And he stretched out for the rings. I felt it slide into my finger and the smile he has. yeah ok i am dreaming.
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flash back starts,
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello.
Little did I know...
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince
And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me,
I was begging you please don't go
And I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince
And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
Romeo save me
They're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Don't be afraid
we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
I got tired of waiting,
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out ring
And said
Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad,
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flash back starts,
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello.
Little did I know...
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince
And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me,
I was begging you please don't go
And I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince
And I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
Romeo save me
They're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Don't be afraid
we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
I got tired of waiting,
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out ring
And said
Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad,
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby just say yes
Monday, June 01, 2009
Much Ado About Nothing(noting) / 6/01/2009 09:21:00 PM
I have been super abundantly blessed this year in the theatre aspect. School offered many opportunities for me to enjoy many of Shakespeare plays. A Winter's Tale, Much ado about nothing, The importance of being Earnest. The 3 plays i've watched this year.
Yesterday i went to watch Much Ado About Nothing by SRT. It was Shakespeare in the Park, held at fort canning park. It was a fabulous show. I even met Mr Ian Tan-lighting engineer- there! It was a different experience as the play was held in a park. We were sitted on the ground sheet and i was blessed with front seats. It was cool. The show was supposed to be in the Victorian era but they changed it to Peranakan. I didnt really like the idea(Victorian is cooler and more Shakespeare) but it didnt affect the play as a whole. They made use of the stage really well, together with the actors' and actresses' who acted really well, the use of lights and sounds, (and all nitty gritty details that i bothered to look out for) was all tied in pretty well. They brought in interesting props which really made the whole play really well done.
Anyway, PLAY! caused all the tan and burn but it was great fun. Now, my skin start to peel which is very fun. ok i should be going back to studying.
Yesterday i went to watch Much Ado About Nothing by SRT. It was Shakespeare in the Park, held at fort canning park. It was a fabulous show. I even met Mr Ian Tan-lighting engineer- there! It was a different experience as the play was held in a park. We were sitted on the ground sheet and i was blessed with front seats. It was cool. The show was supposed to be in the Victorian era but they changed it to Peranakan. I didnt really like the idea(Victorian is cooler and more Shakespeare) but it didnt affect the play as a whole. They made use of the stage really well, together with the actors' and actresses' who acted really well, the use of lights and sounds, (and all nitty gritty details that i bothered to look out for) was all tied in pretty well. They brought in interesting props which really made the whole play really well done.
Anyway, PLAY! caused all the tan and burn but it was great fun. Now, my skin start to peel which is very fun. ok i should be going back to studying.
Monday, May 18, 2009
burthday / 5/18/2009 09:51:00 PM
Since Ruth has insisted on me blogging, i shall do it as busy as i am. This year's birthday was different. I celebrated it with the group of backstage people by going to Chomp Chomp to eat. It was fun, hanging out with my friends eating and chatting at like 11+12 am. I had a great service and made a date with my most beloved sister. So i am going to camp over at her house, the coolest house ever. I mean i've never been there but i know its going to be really good. haha
Really thank you my dear classmates who gave me presents. It made me happy haha. I mean, after the whole math remedial thing, i have decided that i dun want to fail math ever again. I shall go work hard.
Oh by the way, drama night was a great success. The cast had a super good performance and it was just fabulous. Had some tiff with some childish people apparently, but i would just ignore it. That didn't spoil my show in anyway. many thanks to everyone. ok i cant think straight, not a gd time to blog.
Regarding the freakish people i've met, I confess His protection over me. Let those weird people stay clear of my way. its traumatizing.
Really thank you my dear classmates who gave me presents. It made me happy haha. I mean, after the whole math remedial thing, i have decided that i dun want to fail math ever again. I shall go work hard.
Oh by the way, drama night was a great success. The cast had a super good performance and it was just fabulous. Had some tiff with some childish people apparently, but i would just ignore it. That didn't spoil my show in anyway. many thanks to everyone. ok i cant think straight, not a gd time to blog.
Regarding the freakish people i've met, I confess His protection over me. Let those weird people stay clear of my way. its traumatizing.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
PLAYS PLAYS PLAYS PLAYS / 4/11/2009 08:51:00 PM
It all started out well and Happy - not that its bad now. I went to buy a new jacket, collected tickets to THE IMPORTANCE OF BEING EARNEST. It was a hilarious comical show that i really really love. It was 2 hours of laughter. Beautiful. And Gavin Yap is hot like... hot.omg omgomg hot hot extremely hot. haha. ok thats just my opinion. Anyway, we went to Dhoby Gaut to eat. Good THAI food. mmmm
I was pretty upset over some stuff actually but its not within my privacy to share it. What happened was i failed to cheer this person up. And it kind of caught me up. But i did learn much. I did well because of GRACE. Sometimes, people strive really hard, put in much effort, to realise that they dont get their results. And they feel sad and disappointed over it. It is unfair to see people who slack and get their results i know. But somewhere out there, there is this unfairness and hope. If you receive, you get the undeserved favour that He has sacrificed at the cross. It really made me want to treasure this GIFT. It was hard for me and upsetting because I felt that I cant do anything to help. Its a helpless feeling. what can i do- like The Corrs says. (thats the song i am listening now, coincidentally) I feel like singing Shelter to you now. Yes' right now.
i shall not let you spoil my day. haha. Without your emo influence, i would still be delirious not. haha. GY is super hot. omgomg yes i cant get over that yet. Watching plays will be the thing i will do when i am old, with my husband and Chiang Lin and her husband.
You know, we should really learn to enjoy life, cos we may rapture anytime, and money is not worth living for. Money should be a servant - ALWAYS.
I feel extremely idotic for not being of help and +9999 damage, but i did it best in my way. Also, i made the stupidest mistake of thinking there is no service tomorrow. How dumb of me.
I was pretty upset over some stuff actually but its not within my privacy to share it. What happened was i failed to cheer this person up. And it kind of caught me up. But i did learn much. I did well because of GRACE. Sometimes, people strive really hard, put in much effort, to realise that they dont get their results. And they feel sad and disappointed over it. It is unfair to see people who slack and get their results i know. But somewhere out there, there is this unfairness and hope. If you receive, you get the undeserved favour that He has sacrificed at the cross. It really made me want to treasure this GIFT. It was hard for me and upsetting because I felt that I cant do anything to help. Its a helpless feeling. what can i do- like The Corrs says. (thats the song i am listening now, coincidentally) I feel like singing Shelter to you now. Yes' right now.
i shall not let you spoil my day. haha. Without your emo influence, i would still be delirious not. haha. GY is super hot. omgomg yes i cant get over that yet. Watching plays will be the thing i will do when i am old, with my husband and Chiang Lin and her husband.
You know, we should really learn to enjoy life, cos we may rapture anytime, and money is not worth living for. Money should be a servant - ALWAYS.
I feel extremely idotic for not being of help and +9999 damage, but i did it best in my way. Also, i made the stupidest mistake of thinking there is no service tomorrow. How dumb of me.
Friday, April 10, 2009
Good Friday / 4/10/2009 04:46:00 PM
Listening to: Worthy To Be Praised by Adeline Gan, New Creation Church, Composer: Jen Tan
Today is Good Friday. HOLIDAY! to most people... but it didn't come cheap. Jesus does best at saving because no help was on the cross. He was deprived of help, so that we, could get ALL the help from God.
It has been raining for two over hours. 2009 years ago, Jesus took all of our sins, all our transgression and paid for it with His blood on the cross. God, the father, turned His back on Jesus, where all the punishment, judgement was upon Him. It was dark, rainy, stormy, and all the light was gone. All of it was done, so that we, man, can be saved. So that right now, I will never be judged again. Jesus' blood not only covered my sins, it has washed it away.
He gave me a rainbow when i asked for it. I remembered asking for a 180deg rainbow right outside my window. And He gave it to me. And he gave double of what i asked for. What a good and generous Father you are to me. And this can happen because Jesus was deprived of all joy, possession on the cross. The Divine Exchange took place, and He who knew no sin died on my bahalf. And that is not the best part yet. The best part is He did it WILLINGLY. Yes, you heard me right, HE DID IT WILLINGLY. Jesus willingly gave up all heaven's wealth and came to suffer for me and you, even thought He knew how much pain He would have to bear with. Even with tempations from the devil, He did not succumb to it. Isn't He worthy to be praised then?\
Fall Afresh on Me - Sean Goh
I come before Your throne
To worship at Your feet
To look upon Your nail-pierced hands O Lord
How awesome is Your love
For You, Your grace restores my soul
You've set Your heart on me
You've set me in Your righteousness
Fall afresh on me, move within my heart
Let Your tenderness consume me
Pour Your love on me, like rain upon my face
Till everything I am is lost in Your embrace
(Fall afresh on me)
Today is Good Friday. HOLIDAY! to most people... but it didn't come cheap. Jesus does best at saving because no help was on the cross. He was deprived of help, so that we, could get ALL the help from God.
It has been raining for two over hours. 2009 years ago, Jesus took all of our sins, all our transgression and paid for it with His blood on the cross. God, the father, turned His back on Jesus, where all the punishment, judgement was upon Him. It was dark, rainy, stormy, and all the light was gone. All of it was done, so that we, man, can be saved. So that right now, I will never be judged again. Jesus' blood not only covered my sins, it has washed it away.
He gave me a rainbow when i asked for it. I remembered asking for a 180deg rainbow right outside my window. And He gave it to me. And he gave double of what i asked for. What a good and generous Father you are to me. And this can happen because Jesus was deprived of all joy, possession on the cross. The Divine Exchange took place, and He who knew no sin died on my bahalf. And that is not the best part yet. The best part is He did it WILLINGLY. Yes, you heard me right, HE DID IT WILLINGLY. Jesus willingly gave up all heaven's wealth and came to suffer for me and you, even thought He knew how much pain He would have to bear with. Even with tempations from the devil, He did not succumb to it. Isn't He worthy to be praised then?\
Fall Afresh on Me - Sean Goh
I come before Your throne
To worship at Your feet
To look upon Your nail-pierced hands O Lord
How awesome is Your love
For You, Your grace restores my soul
You've set Your heart on me
You've set me in Your righteousness
Fall afresh on me, move within my heart
Let Your tenderness consume me
Pour Your love on me, like rain upon my face
Till everything I am is lost in Your embrace
(Fall afresh on me)
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
heaven / 4/07/2009 09:51:00 PM
I feel the sense of low self confidence upon me once again.. It's as if your wisdom has left me. Seeing the secular world, i feel the wrong desires for it. If Earth can be so beautiful, what about heaven?
Saturday, April 04, 2009
love / 4/04/2009 11:28:00 PM
I fell into a short depression yesterday. Yes because i was too stress. Sorry to those whom i kindof flared up at night in all my msg. haha. Didnt mean it. I am fine alreasy,Anw, i had a productive day yesterday. Superb. I did my math tutorials 16 a and b. And i started on c today.
As i was telling Ruth, Chiang Lin did a superb analysis of the play spinster by Sylvia Plath. It wasnt that easy to understand. Well its actually about how the persona shut herself up like the house in the poem, built barricates away from love. Rejects all the love given to her.
Her different use of seasons is to show how much she does not want to be loved. To like winter, and dislike spring. Shows how she wants to be in control, love is out of control. Spring brings love and life, without control. The alliteration also shows the disorder in love.
As i was telling Ruth, Chiang Lin did a superb analysis of the play spinster by Sylvia Plath. It wasnt that easy to understand. Well its actually about how the persona shut herself up like the house in the poem, built barricates away from love. Rejects all the love given to her.
Her different use of seasons is to show how much she does not want to be loved. To like winter, and dislike spring. Shows how she wants to be in control, love is out of control. Spring brings love and life, without control. The alliteration also shows the disorder in love.
Sylvia Plath - Spinster
Now this particular girl
During a ceremonious april walk
With her latest suitor
Found herself, of a sudden, intolerably struck
By the birds' irregular babel
And the leaves' litter.
By this tumult afflicted, she
Observed her lover's gestures unbalance the air,
His gait stray uneven
Through a rank wilderness of fern and flower;
She judged petals in disarray,
The whole season, sloven.
How she longed for winter then! --
Scrupulously austere in its order
Of white and black
Ice and rock; each sentiment within border,
And heart's frosty discipline
Exact as a snowflake.
But here -- a burgeoning
Unruly enough to pitch her five queenly wits
Into vulgar motley --
A treason not to be borne; let idiots
Reel giddy in bedlam spring:
She withdrew neatly.
And round her house she set
Such a barricade of barb and check
Against mutinous weather
As no mere insurgent man could hope to break
With curse, fist, threat
Or love, either.
Grace is of the heart and it gives the desire, the abilty and the willingness as well as the empowerment. amen!
Monday, March 30, 2009
hair-less / 3/30/2009 07:14:00 PM
OMGOMGOMGOMG. I did a most random thing today. I WENT TO CUT MY HAIR. REALLY REALLY SHORT. SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BOB BUT THEN IT DIDNT EXACTLY TURN OUT TO BE LIKE WHAT I WAS EXPECTING. Oh wells. its just hair, it will grow back. i guess its a good time for me to not be self concious. zzzz yes jesus. you are my identity. I met my primary school friend who said that it was nice. haha i wasnt quite sure though.
I went to watch The Bridge Project: The winter's Tale by William Shakespeare. It was fabulous. I was blessed with good seats and friends to go with. And i was really happy. It was such an interesting play and i gotta say that the cast was great too. But of cos i took special notice of Ethan Hawke. He has such great acting haha. i loveeeeeeeee PLAYS.
I went to watch The Bridge Project: The winter's Tale by William Shakespeare. It was fabulous. I was blessed with good seats and friends to go with. And i was really happy. It was such an interesting play and i gotta say that the cast was great too. But of cos i took special notice of Ethan Hawke. He has such great acting haha. i loveeeeeeeee PLAYS.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
my day / 3/26/2009 11:00:00 PM
Being angry is never a good way to solve problems. I was really angry at my HELPFUL friends. oh wells. I got over it. That's the old me. Hard to control anger. Guess i havnt been reading the word This week was so hectic. Staying back on 1,3,5 for auditions of people, even though my plays are all casted. I havnt been resting well but confessing the RIGHTEOUSNESS does help. It is irritating because i cant help it. Its hard to control the evil mouth. that put aside, being so busy, i had no time to study for my geog test. So.. i duno who to blame.
Anyway, getting over that, i have been a little happier with caring classmates. I was so angry till i nearly exploded in GP. However, funny people like telly monster and Kaide did help by cheering me up. Guess its not so bad. I was so gory and angry that i was uttering nonsense. Auditions and meetings are very busy but i do get a sense of achievement. Its scary to see that some people really lack the leadership. Its ok. nevermind. Grace GRACE! Its not that i am finding fault with people, its hard to not complain for me. Slowly changes with time from glory to GLORY.
I have no idea how people can be 1 so smart 2 so finish all their homework. sighs* ok back to work.
Anyway, getting over that, i have been a little happier with caring classmates. I was so angry till i nearly exploded in GP. However, funny people like telly monster and Kaide did help by cheering me up. Guess its not so bad. I was so gory and angry that i was uttering nonsense. Auditions and meetings are very busy but i do get a sense of achievement. Its scary to see that some people really lack the leadership. Its ok. nevermind. Grace GRACE! Its not that i am finding fault with people, its hard to not complain for me. Slowly changes with time from glory to GLORY.
I have no idea how people can be 1 so smart 2 so finish all their homework. sighs* ok back to work.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Friends / 3/25/2009 10:29:00 PM
It is those that ignores you when you are speaking.
It is those that sees you sinking.
It is those that do not bother to help.
It is those that put on a facade habouring deep evil thoughts.
It is those that are unfriendly and selfish.
It is those that imitates.
Selfishness. Self righteous and Self centred.
Hate. NEVERMIND.
It is those that sees you sinking.
It is those that do not bother to help.
It is those that put on a facade habouring deep evil thoughts.
It is those that are unfriendly and selfish.
It is those that imitates.
Selfishness. Self righteous and Self centred.
Hate. NEVERMIND.
